The End Of The World

Around 8:30 PM she breathed a sigh of relief as in 90 minutes her head

would hit the pillow and the illumination of the world would end.

Over the years she had tried a few things to help her sleep: milk,

cookies, magnesium, men, books, and various sleep technicians. None

of this had helped her yet now, during this time the world is ending, her

sleep was the sound of a book closing.

A thick book.

Hours would pass and she would lie in the same position lost in

another world, past or future.

Hip into moon crater.

Hair lost to crown of thorns.

Hands gnarled like the chicken’s feet next door who called in for

morning to come.

The time was undivided like listening to the dial tone on a rotary phone.

Some knew the world was ending..

It was like knowing something so sad you couldn’t look it in the eye.

Having a secret that no matter what you couldn’t tell.

There were fires and there was anger. People drove their cars into

other peoples cars as if they were small children in an amusement park.

Children were so enraged they screamed all afternoon in the park next

to her house.

There was nothing she could do. There was always something she could

do in the past but now even putting her sneakers on seemed futile.

There was no where to run to.

New viruses appeared along with nuclear weapons and food in the

stores became nothing but signs saying you could have this product but

not until five years had passed. Sometimes there is a 🙂 on the sign.There was a law saying that you had to finish every book you picked up

otherwise you could never read another book. So you had to read all of

these things that you didn’t believe in and your punishment was

watching the news on television because of your severe doubt.

The children stopped growing. No one seemed to notice.

Cars were abandoned on rooftops.

I remember saying to a man that he was the love of my life and at the time

I believed it.